First Message:


I still have feelings for you.
I feel much better.
If you and him ever break up.
You know who to call.

-THE DUDE

Second Message:


Ok. I know I'm getting annoying.
But I can get you out of my head.
Your stuck there like, like pancakes on the ceiling of glue.
That's the annoying part to me.
I MISS YOU!

-THE DUDE

What did I do to deserve this? I can’t tell him I don’t love him like I used to, too many people have told that to me, and I know how much it hurts to know the truth. But he doesn’t understand. He hurt me. And I won’t forgive him. I’m never going to. And he will never understand.

And I know that I sound like an unforgiving bitch, and I know he’ll feel bad too, when he finally learns the truth. But you weren’t the one, who had to listen to him plead to take his own life, or listen about how he didn’t love me anymore.

And that’s all I’ll ever believe. Because I have my own problems to deal with. And that’s still too much to handle.